Alchemy is Eternal Metamorphosis | You can’t go backwards..
You are living through the stages of alchemy, whether consciousness of it or not.
Yet, the more conscious of a participant you become in the alchemical journey of your soul, the less likely you are to remain attached to one state of being or one stage of life.
Alchemy asks us to constantly let go of what we thought we knew and transform into something different, rare and more unique.
The secret to true alchemical initiation is it will always bring you closer to the true uniqueness of who you are.
Spiritual Alchemy never destroys what is most essential
It clears everything that is not truly you
And this intense process of cyclical metamorphosis is deeply humbling
Because you may believe you have mastered a lesson, until a certain metaphoric storm stirs up another aspect of your limited self, from the ocean depths of your subconscious.
When a cycle repeats itself,
it does so for two reasons…
One, you did not “get it” the first time. So, it’s here now for you to learn from again.
Two, there is another layer of attachment that hasn’t fully released and now you have the capacity to “dig up” the anchor and be free.
In both cases, the cyclical nature of our alchemical evolution NEVER takes us backwards.
The evolution of your soul is not something that can ever be subtracted from.
Sure, you can go through periods of disconnection, stagnation or disassociation but you do not go backwards.
The women I work with desire to evolve, grow through their challenges and be a channel for the highest healing upon earth.
But something that continues to disrupt their inherent worthiness is their shame of failure…..
When a lesson comes back around, we think we have gone backwards..(failure)
When we have achieved a level of success then it goes away, we think we have gone backwards (failure)
When challenges arrive, we wish things could just “go back" the way they were. (failure)
When we still haven't gotten their "yet" we feel we are not evolving (failure)
We are NEVER going backwards.
Our lives don’t work this way.
Our soul growth does not work this way.
I want to share with you, that you are not a failure.
You aren’t going backwards
And that you are right on time.
Stay with me.
Alchemy is transforming one thing into something completely different. Once that change happens it CANNOT be reversed.
Every day you live, alchemy is taking place.
Visualize for a moment....Once you make a pancake, you cannot reverse it back to batter!!! It’s inherently changed.
Once you evolve, you cannot go back!! You have inherently changed.
So, how does this apply to your life right now?
You are inherently meeting this current moment through a new perspective, wisdom and consciousness that you've never had until now.
You are not the same person you were an hour, day or year ago
And whether you deem who you are now as better or worse is irrelevant
Every experience you have is going to shape you, it’s intended to strip down the very threads of illusion and reveal the diamond essence of your soul.
You’ve been putting too much focus upon the external world and not enough attention of the cultivation of the greatest wealth, which is the wisdom of your soul revealed.
You are judging your success and evolution based on the validation of life around you.
But if you look at your life through the lens of alchemy you can see that you have significantly evolved, even if the external world is not matching your idea of “success”
We cannot judge our success only on what we have, but in who we are.
How do we respond to this moment?
How do we pivot from limitation to unlimited potential
How have our reactions shifted?
What wisdom now shapes our life?
Are we able to hold more compassion, love and joy for ourselves and others?
This is the measure of true spiritual growth.
Not just outer manifestations.
If you are solely looking at what you have and where you are instead of the purification of your soul, you may always feel you are not there "yet" or that you've fallen behind and this leads to failure which is rooted in shame.
We cannot shame ourselves into success
If we try to achieve something through fear, lack or shame it’s never really authentic.
Meet yourself in this alchemical moment, regardless of the external environment.
You soul is the haven and within is the Divine, every inner and external trial is designed to bring you closer to the Cosmic Beloved, the Divine Mother, the Heavenly Father, God, Source, whatever word you use.
You are on time
This moment is exactly right.
Receive the wealth of your soul wisdom and see the true success of your alchemical evolution.